This week my 8yr old bearded dragon, Jubjub, has passed away. After a long battle of nursing him back to health, it was okay to let go and we've said our goodbyes. When i got him back in 2016 my life was so different. I was 25 years old, uncertain of the future. Jubjub has seen me through so much transitions, life phases and changes. A lot of relationships, personal style changes, personal growths, through failures and wins. A lot of mental health struggles and hyperfixations. When all of my other pets died (i had frogs and another beardie, Oni) he's the only one who stayed. Him being around meant im not completely unloveable and alone. That i am deserving of companionship and love.
hewwo i know it's a bit early to talk about autumn and winter wardrobe but once i allowed myself to a more muted pink theme, the next step of visualising where my wardrobe is going has become so clear, so sure, and so easy to navigate! i decided to indulge myself with a lizlisa coat. They're one of my wishlist brands, so this feels like a dream come true.
i think this will be the basis of my wardrobe uniform this winter. all my outfits will revolve on it! Or at least that's the plan. I'm looking for shoes to go along with the coat, maybe loafers, maybe classic maryjane, or something comfy like a slip-on platforms.
hellooo this month i set aside some monies for tabasquishies! ive been meaning to get into cute sensory toys to help regulate my anxiety and just build a space of safe atmosphere.. so far its been worth it! the seller was also kind enough to include small gifts which was very cute, because mini tabasquishies are easier to bring around outside and just about fit any bag/purse. especially when you add cute charms on them they make some nice asmr. i think over time i will slowly add more squishies. im after really cute ones i see around XHS but i dont know how to get my hands on them yet.
