photos grabbed from Cocotte_blanka's twt page and Cindychikako's ig profile.
I'm mostly very excited for the vanity dresser, full body round mirror, and the open closet furniture to display favourite clothes, shoes, and bags. They are like the trifecta of affirming my femeninity and that i want matters and deserve to take space, if not the spotlight. No matter how trivial, shallow, or fleeting my interests are. They deserve space and to exist. It's a reclaimation of expressing myself in a way because i didn't get to have these in my childhood. And it's not just about accessibility or availability at that time period. It was trauma of being made to feel unloved, undeserving, and not having the space to get to know myself because it's always been decided that my opinion and self development is unimportant. That my wants didnt need space and i had to grow up looking for safe spaces outside of home. The only thing i could control back in my childhood was my own body. so i did what i can with what i have, maybe that is why i'm very attached to jfashion and im finding my way back into it recently despite my age. jFashion sold me a fantasy and i lived in it while my life was shit. now things are much brighter and happier im comfy to approach it again with a different mindset. anyway i said a lot despite not having any of these furnitures yet and it's just a vision for now (except the "love yourself" heart rug, i bought it alrdy!). I hope i can manifest them into fruition one day and showcase some updates on this blog.
